How to Succeed in Heartbreak

No one succeeds at heartbreak.

Maybe you shouldn't have bothered in the first place, and I really shouldn't have let my guards down.

Honest Confessions on Letting Go

I'm sorry I have not yet forgotten how to find you beautiful.

I'm trying. 

 

That One Day When You Feel Most Loved.

...Apalagi kalau bukan hari ulangtahun?

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Ulangtahun Desember kemarin agak sedikit beda aja gitu menurut gue. Rata-rata orang-orang yang ngasih ucapan tuh thoughtful gituloh. Wkwkwkwk I hope they did mean it sih...sedih aja beb kalo engga. :(

Saking senengnya gue sampe screenshot-in ucapan orang-orang yang paling bisa ngambil hati gue (Berhubung saya anaknya awet bener nih ngejomblo, harus pinter-pinter bikin diri sendiri seneng, ya khaaan...). I would like to share it here, tapi kok ya udah ngantuk banget ya sekarang... besok ajadeh ya... *lah berasa lagi ngepost di twitter ceu?!* HAHAHA

Let Go of The Burden, Darling.

Maybe you meant to hurt me and felt like it would help you feel better; you tried to be a good person but just couldn’t figure it out. 

Maybe you just needed a friend but didn’t know how to be one. 

Maybe life got out of control. 

Maybe you were hurt and didn’t know how to say something or thought I wouldn’t understand. 

Maybe I didn’t know the whole story or reacted in a way that made things worse for you.

I’m sorry and I hope things change for you. I hope you learn about love and real goodness. That someday someone shows you what I couldn’t. The present is the only moment I am guaranteed and I want to spend it wishing good things for you instead of being bitter and constantly asking “why”. Life is just too short.

Someday, perhaps in another lifetime, we’ll say hello over coffee.